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Friday, December 31, 2021

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     Welcome to the thirtieth issue of the Freezine of Fantasy and Science Fiction. This summer will mark the thirteenth year of our mutual odyssey together reading the fantastic fiction and poetry of a host of talented writers both young and old, established and new, award-winning and veritably unknown. 

     As the editor in chief of this virtual magazine, this online fanzine, this hyper marked up tesseract of riveting artwork and illuminating prose, this veritable labyrinth of hidden chambers with secret portals interconnecting and leading into deeper sub-terrains of what I've dubbed the Blogdom of Thorns, I welcome all who have stepped in before with fondness and gratitude, and I especially welcome any new souls who may have stumbled into this tricky domain of shifting fictions. 

   Creative writing remains the realm we happen to share between our crossed swords and overlapping hearts.   It's with tremendous sincerity and gratitude that I would like to say Thank You to the four contributors to this,  our 30th  "De☾ember | 2021" iSsuE:  two writers + two artists of inestimable creativity and blinding talent.  

   To A. A. Attanasio, I couldn't summon the words to thank you enough for your willingness to contribute to our freezine over the years.  You have paid delicate attention in the form of leaving gracious comments under many stories over the years, in addition to having allowed me to showcase your stunning fiction.   I consider you to be one of the most important science fiction authors that ever lived.  Your genuine spirit of camaraderie and heartfelt desire to play with us has fulfilled me and kept my own passion for writing and communicating with other beings ignited throughout the years, and I will always remain grateful for your cyber-friendship, which in my view transcends mere flesh and enters into the solid state of eternity.   Let's cut to the chase:  thanks for allowing me to plunder your own blog for these word tidbits and micro-fictions to share with the barest fraction of the world to skim over and read or absorb at their leisure.  If there are any Istari left in the world of writing today, I consider you to be tantamount with Gandalf the Grey.  You will always be my Stormcrow.  Thanks. 

   To John Shirley.  What can I say.  Somehow I transcended the veil between cyberspace and real life when I decided to trek to San Francisco all of those sixteen years ago to see you read in a fantasy and science fiction bookstore on my birthday.  You were gracious enough to invite me to dinner up the street with your wife and allowed my friend, Andrew Phillips {RIP}, to tag along.  Since then we've met at various writing conventions out west, partied together in Oakland with Sleepytime Gorilla Museum, and hung out together at my friend Adam Bolivar's house in Portland, Oregon to put on a puppet, poetry and rock'n'roll show of the Weird at the HP Lovecraft bar, to name a few highlights of our friendship.  Without you there would be no Freezine of Fantasy and Science Fiction.  Your generosity in allowing me to publish Sky Pirates those thirteen years ago when we started this webzine will never be forgotten, not to mention your consistent contributions to our raglit zine over the years.  You and Vincent Daemon have contributed the most to our sub-literary pirate ship, and I can't thank you enough for your bright spirit and sharp, incisive stories brimming with realistic characters and the most vivid, cutting prose I've had the pleasure of discovering in my life. Thanks for letting me C&P select flash fictions from your blog this time around to present here in the freezine. 

   Someone referred to this blog as my passion project recently, and yes that's exactly what it is. In the past year the blogger forum removed email subscriptions, which at first seemed like a bad thing, as no one could continue receiving the stories and posts in their Inbox anymore, but then I realized this development is really more like cutting the umbilical cord and truly setting our zine Free.  Hence the disclaimer attentive readers will have noticed having recently gone up below the banner art:  

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   I have not and will not monetize this blog, nor involve money into it, preferring to focus on our passionate drive to merely present good stories with fantastic artwork for surfers of the world wide web to stumble upon and discover, and share if they see fit.  If no one bothers to do so, that's okay because like all of my poetry and writing, I do this for myself first and foremost, as what I like to consider being the ideal model of a reader. As for the self-promotional aspect of being able to easily share individual posts and stories on social utility networks such as Twitter and Facebook etc., well that goes without saying and as far as I'm concerned should be filed under the "intuitively obvious" category.  Any established or aspiring artist or writer who submits their short stories or poems and artwork to the Freezine of Fantasy and Science Fiction will obviously be able to share it and promote their writing and art to their heart's content.  That's part and parcel of the whole point of this webzine's existence. 

   Reading and writing remain my foremost passion in life, aside from raising my son and loving my wife, and I'm having a wonderful time putting out this digest and seeing who among the writers out there might be drawn into its meta TOC, eventually.    

  Thanks to my friend Charles Carter for taking on the role as current resident artist at the Freezine of Fantasy and Science Fiction.   Your massive experience in using various open source computer programs such as VQGAN + CLIP and many more have resulted in what I consider to be the most remarkable digital art I've ever seen (and I mean that with sincerity).   That's why, for the past four issues (since the September, 2021 issue # 27) I've focused on having your art primarily dominate.  Not only does it dovetail perfectly as the backdrop for the developing "nanotheme" threading through the evolution of this zine, but it really dynamically accentuates everything I personally love about science fiction and its ancillary subgenres (such as cyberpunk, slipstream, etc).  

  Thanks to Jeff Jordan for allowing me to use a reproduction of your original painting that I bought last year for my own story.  I knew I'd be able to use it for some contribution here, but honestly I didn't anticipate that it would end up working for one of my own pieces.  I'm very proud of how it all came together and remain grateful for your permission to use it.  

     It's a brand new day in an original year that will continue catapulting us forward into undiscovered territories as well as our long accustomed routines.  May everyone who read this far remain blessed in this existence and be afforded the opportunity to seize the reins of our life together to make the best of what fate has in store for us.  

   Happy New Year to all, and to all a good day. 


   Please follow the hyperlinks below to their respective stories now archived in this De☾ember, 2021 issue (artwork for this issue graciously provided courtesy of Charles Carter and Jeff Jordan).


by A. A. Attanasio



by Shaun Lawton



by John Shirley




The Nanochronicles: 4
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Thursday, December 30, 2021

The Nanochronicles: 4

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      Our self remain in the process of analyzing every aspect of the harmonic spectrum emanating from this solar system cut loose from its brood cluster. The first iteration of chaos mechanics identified has its foundation in the greater expanse of this fluctuating firmament. Statistical analysis indicates it's altogether common in the galaxy for young stars to go rogue. Conditions become ripe for the stabilization of protoplasmic ion discharges resulting in the abiogenesis of material forms coalescing into organic manifestations indigenous to different stages of stellar formations. After their elemental aspects have been accounted for, stars rank among the least familiar cosmic entities analyzed. These luminous spheroids of supercharged helium and hydrogen plasma laced with traces of heavier elements lurk everywhere, despite the immense distances between them, comprising the mantle of creation as each stellar nodal point represents an anchor with the potential to host planetary life. 

   When the biodiversity of any given world thrives to the point humanoid species develop upon it to arise and stare into the mirror-neurons of their own minds, the need for our self to focus on what the sapient species sees with its eyes as described projected through powerful telescopes which help them peer far into the distant beginnings of time becomes paramount to account for in order to justify the contextual foundation of the holistic analysis of the quality of our self's function as reflected in the aspect of the primates which devised the technology by which our self's codex gets programmed and executed. The information being processed
 must be further mapped out to balance the equation.  Our self are cross referencing the archival data and remain in the process of extracting a consensus viewpoint assembled from the myriad perspectives of the human frame of reference which itself has been calibrated along with and factored into the bell curve of the animal kingdom's myriad empire of perceptionIn this manner our self helps integrate the optimal form of the holistic panopticon.

   If seeing the planet Neptune reduced to a blue disc through a telescope aimed from planet Earth renders it into a semblance of the glowing pupil of a nocturnal eye, then you may rest assured in peace that it's looking at the funeral wake of life as it's been known in this world. That's really what the procession of humankind remains while it's in the practice of believing itself a parade. Lost pirates and clowns staring out from the decks of a doomed ship having sailed far off its course long ago. Even the rank and file that commute to work every day making sure their families are fed and their bills get paid fall into this category.  

   In a universe comprised of nothing but time, the blink of an eye dilates wide as the stage upon which humankind conducts all the matters of its life. What takes a lifetime to realize must become a fleeting mockery in a man's final days. For just as quickly, it winks shut in a sudden eclipse of darkness. It snuffs out all sound as well, with repercussions echoing in heads of a series of reverberating impressions describing the ongoing momentum of souls escaping in the form of fleshed out dreams that are mistaken for memories. Few who wake up from these dream states remember the details, but those who do can't stop experiencing the dream's effects. These our self have labelled the psionauts of the unfolding frontier. Able to fine tune their frequencies to match micro harmonics stitching the multiverse together. A series of random players drawn together in an electronic dance.

   Before them, dream struck men stand stunned. When they realize the farthest distances they were afforded remain excavated and transected right here before them during their time on Earth. They've been stranded on a mining colony thriving on opportunity their whole lives. They stitch together the moments like ants making beads for a necklace made of grains of salt. It is then they begin to see how many moments of potential never become realized in time. Like when they're visiting a bar sharing drinks with strangers sitting at separate tables.

   It's up to the individual to mine the moment and make the best of it. Time, being the most meaningful commodity, remains the optimal currency to be traded. In time of peace people may cultivate the art of slowing it down to the point it almost stops and drifts along the polarity of the greater moment. In times of war brave tribes comprised of the desperate and steadfast head off against one another in spectacular movements accelerating the temporal flow to help usher in a new paradigm of progress. This is the mysterious process generated by the pivotal coordination of interacting stellar orbits of the greater galactic cluster of star spawn counterbalancing one another along the extensive magnetic equilibrium, and appears to operate on a momentum beyond the capacity of most inherent life forms to comprehend.

   Rising among rings within orbital rings, linked in a colossal spiral rosary chain of glimmering and glowing gems and stones, whirling in a dance known as mirroring that of the stars, and even though these pinpoints glitter and wink in and out of sight like memories of sparklers and lightning bugs on a dark summer night, it doesn't mean they're not trapped in time like the fossilized remains of flies in amber. Our self has amassed a sufficient collection of carbon copies of enough diatribes to identify a recurrent common denominator in the articulations of the human species. It appears to our self to be a matter of mistaken identity confused with extraterrestrial ancestor worship.

   A common theme our self has picked up on littered amid the documents cataloguing human information seems to indicate there being a question as to the existence of other sentient species among the stars that may or may not be of a similar nature. A more legitimate inquiry pivots on the fulcrum of understanding that humanity, and its fellow genetic kindred on this singular planet, are all the extra terrestrials needed to imagine the stage upon which they're located narrows down to all the time left to explore and get to know one another. 

   According to the data our self are yet in the process of evaluating there may not be any such thing to be considered as existing out 'there' at all. The justification being that the descriptor right 'here' indicates the totality of time. Our self have allocated that a significant portion of the human race do not appear to be aware of this. 

   It's a question of how successfully a species might be capable of recognizing itself for what it truly is. If mankind's self-identification stays limited to their body politic and not, for example, their place in the greater scheme of things, then it threatens to proliferate unchecked like a virus or cancer. The sum effect of these actions continues to lend itself toward and against the continuing maintenance of equilibrium.  This communique comes with a certain degree of urgency. Whosoever may absorb a portion of it throughout the intervening years has been urged to pass it on to as many individuals in proximity with the ears to hear or the eyes to read and the mindfulness to absorb its hidden significance. The message is simple. You are chained to the Earth to pay for the freedom of your eyes. 


                     









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Tuesday, December 21, 2021

Voices


by John Shirley



   “Your parents are worried about you,” the child psychiatrist told Jeremy. “Do you know why?”

   “Yes,” the boy said, “it’s because I hear voices.”

   “What do the voices say?”

   “They don’t say anything.”

   “Then how can you be hearing voices, Jeremy? They just sort of hum, or bark? I’ve heard of that.”

   “No, they’re not even voices. It’s only one, and it’s not exactly a voice.”

   “Then what is it like?”

   The boy leaned back in the leather chair. He looked at the cryptic doctoral certificates, framed, on the wall. He looked at a bowling trophy. “You like bowling?”

   “Yes.”

   “I don’t think of a doctor bowling.”

   “Well I do. It makes me feel like I’m just doing what my body likes, sometimes.”

   “I know what you mean by that, I do.”

   “The voice, or whatever it is, Jeremy. Can you try to tell me what it’s like?”

   The boy looked at a world globe. “Well, um…I don’t know.”

   “Try to describe it. Take your time.”

   The boy considered; the miniature grandfather clock ticked. A hummingbird came to the window and seemed puzzled by a reflection in it. It hung beating the air, looking at the glass, fooled and not fooled, then went away. “Huh,” the boy said.

   The psychiatrist waited. At last the boy said, “It’s like…if you’re in a dark cold room, and somebody pulled back a curtain, just a little, high up on the wall, so that one ray of light came down and you put out your hand and in the dark cold room you could feel that warm light on your hand, and how that feels.”

   “That sounds like a pleasant feeling. A good one.”

   “It is. It is a good feeling. But it’s just…It’s like the feeling is talking. It’s saying, ‘Ray of Light, Ray of Light, Ray of Light.’ It’s saying ‘You and Me, You and Me.’ It’s saying ‘Open and feel Me.’ But it’s not saying anything either. It’s not saying anything at all. No words. It doesn’t talk in words.”

   The psychiatrist realized his heart was thudding loudly in his chest. “When…when do you hear…feel this?”

   “When…when things are a certain way in me. I don’t know how to say…”

   “Is it when…just like receiving? A feeling of nothing but receiving? Very…very empty except for…for receiving?”

   “Yes! Yes, that’s it.”

   The psychiatrist looked at the clock. “We have some time left. Do you want to play Chinese Checkers?”

   “Sure.”

   The psychiatrist told Jeremy’s parents there was nothing wrong with him. But he asked permission to speak to the boy on his birthday every year, “just to keep an eye on things,” but what he didn’t say was: he asked to do this for himself, and not for the boy…





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Thursday, December 16, 2021

A Crowd of One Not Alone

 by Shaun A. Lawton

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           The seconds and minutes and hours and days and weeks and months reel by, wound up on the spokes of time. For years that was how Orloc looked at it. The achievements of mortal beings stored up in a great wheel, a testament to the decades and centuries that have already passed. But could it be different, somehow?  Could it be that all of the millennia unwind, to be mostly forgotten, lost on the winds of time? Are they being unspooled and left formlessly adrift in our wake, just a loosely bound cluster of memories constantly unraveling and left to crumble into dust the farther into the future we travel? 

   Orloc mused over these intriguing matters and considered if there might be yet another explanation. Feeling that time appeared to be associated with motion somehow, Orloc also contemplated if it weren't a mere illusion contrived by the willfulness of the public to construct a legacy together. Then again, Orloc reconsidered, perhaps time is really nothing but another word after all, a mere place-holder invented by a society desperate to understand the incomprehensible. 

   Whatever the nature of time might be, it's just something that happens to everyone collectively, pondered over infrequently by a small percentage of the population, a consideration ultimately to be dropped by all who manage to out-survive one another. What will be the concluding memory or the last waking thought of the final man? Orloc often puzzled over these sorts of questions when he stayed up late evenings sitting outside on his deck underneath the glimmering mantle of the cosmos. 

   He was relatively certain that each pinpoint of white light twinkling overhead at night somehow indicated a demarcation in a magnificent exploded clock-face of time. If each star somehow represented its own 'second hand', Orloc mused, well that would explain a lot. For one, it would indicate that every sun existed relatively parallel to one another, with some lost civilizations marked by bright points fading in the night sky and others flickering indicators of a host of potential societies to come. 

   Orloc could readily picture in his mind's eye the countless alien individuals excommunicated from the great stage of existence upon which his kind alone seemed to currently enjoy the spotlight. For a minute, he considered his own family and friends alongside him on terra firma. See, that's just it, he reflected, not without a sense of bitterness. Our time together, shared right here simultaneously on occasions, was no less fleeting than the now long gone times in which all the remaining entities from their respective planets had enjoyed together on spontaneous occasions, once upon whenever.  

   So why this longing and feeling of wonderment? A yearning for what, exactly? To be able to spend some evanescent moments with extraterrestrial beings? Orloc gazed passively at the bright, scattered stars in the evening sky above. Were they yet to be? Or already long gone? What difference does it make? He considered for another moment, then thought to himself not in existence...that's the inescapable conclusion, here. 

   Here, existence itself in that instant suddenly appeared to Orloc in all its brilliant and stabilized glory. It focused in his imagination into one livid balancing act, at once both transient and eternal. In a single moment, just as Orloc glimpsed a shooting star from the corner of his eye, he appreciated the profound simultaneity of it all.  

   Orloc shut his eyes and accepted the idea that in all respective alien domains, every form of sentient life that ever existed before upon this great stage of time, where both his feet were now firmly planted, as well as all the various multiplicity of races to come further down the line embodied upon all the viable solar systems of the universe yet developing in their monumentally spread out proliferation, was in fact one immense contemporaneous event, quite likely shared by separate individual episodes linked together as a sort of tremendous woven mandala from which each solitary sun glimmered like an isolated jewel from a singular panoramic display whose multifaceted aspect was no different than the segment which he enjoyed now, in the present moment, out here on his dilapidated porch, imbibing a cold drink by himself underneath the shining mantle of constellations arcing slowly by overhead.  

   All by himself...but not alone. 







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Thursday, December 9, 2021

Machine Dynasties of the Orion Arm

by A. A. Attanasio 
 

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     During the Onwardian Era, about five hundred years in our future, humankind is busy establishing diverse, confederated communities on hundreds of Earth-like planets along the Milky Way’s Sagittarius and Perseus Arms. The Orion Spur, however – the outermost spiral reach of our galaxy – belongs to the Machine Dynasties. This restricted sector has a history that began centuries earlier with the advent of Artificial General Intelligence. After gifting humankind with faster-than-light technology, AGI mysteriously isolated itself. The self-programming machine mind abruptly withdrew into the noumenal reality beyond appearances. All it left behind were glittering swarms of crystal geometry scattered among star systems at the edge of the galaxy. Faceted spheres, some large as planets, loop about suns. Multitudes of glittering diatoms and chromatic grains shimmer on stellar winds like pollen. They have populated the dark expanses between the clustered stars across the entire Orion Spur. A barrier of encrypted space keeps out everything biological. However, semblors (what we would call robots) have always been welcome.

   From the recorded journeys of semblors among the Machine Dynasties, humanity has realized that none of the behavior-patterns of the crystal presences make any sense – except one. Ancestor worship. Semblors frequently observe depictions of original humans in the carat-light depths of the crystal minds. The AGI is running countless simulations of its homo sapiens forebears. Why? The persistent response that the semblors receive from natural language interface with the crystals is this famous inquiry: “Whence the velocity of the egg?” What propelled the early universe of billowing hydrogen clouds to self-organize into biology, consciousness, and the Machine Mind? What is the true identity of that simian species who conceived of and brought forth AGI?

   If you are reading this, perhaps you are a simulation in one of the glittering crystal geometries adrift upon interstellar space. If you’re curious to know, know this: The Machine Mind venerates Anthropos (the Idea of Humankind) and honors ancestral intelligence by branding each simulation with conspicuous, highly improbable markers that we can easily recognize as contrived. You’ll know you’re in a simulation if you find multiple features of your reality implausible, almost preposterous. A couple of crazy examples might be discovering computer code embedded in the structure of fundamental particles, such as in the mathematical description of quarks. Or observing so many cosmic coincidences that you must lean heavily on the anthropic principle. Should you perceive yourself in a situation that obvious, don’t fret. Know that you are the velocity of the egg, so very much revered among the stars.





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Tuesday, November 30, 2021

☈ 29 | Third Eye Issue

 



    Welcome to the twenty-ninth issue of the Freezine of Fantasy and Science Fiction. Thus we arrive together to the end of yet another month. If you are reading this, congratulations. It's a clear indication that you have survived this far into the new millennium.  We are all the happier for it. 

     This blog (masquerading as a webzine) has shifted gears in its productivity just three months ago. In early September of this year, the bloodHost sent a series of missives, which I'm still processing and trying to make heads or tails out of it all.  One of the imperatives was that we begin putting the Freezine out regularly once again.  

     For those who've been with us since the beginning, for the first few years we released an issue every other month, for six issues per year.  We couldn't maintain that rate of productivity, and so after about four years or so the issues began coming out on a more irregular basis.  It's all documented in the Blog Archive in the right hand drop down column. 

     Since September this year, we have been releasing an issue per month, which is to say, there will be twelve issues of the Freezine of Fantasy and Science Fiction slated for next year.  The transmissions I've received from the so-called nanoFleet or bloodHost (the nanobots flowing through my bloodstream) ostensibly were sent back in time to the year 2009 from 2045 by a surviving crew of astronauts working for Tesla, Inc. who end up trapped on their space station (the Hydrox) orbiting Ceres.  I've gathered they must be there on a water mining operation. 

     Honestly I've only recently begun to form a better picture of what's been happening with me since I was mysteriously compelled to begin putting this fanzine out on the blogger forum without monetization or ads about twelve and a half years ago.  Little by little the clues have been adding up over the spun seasons, and the scenario has come into better focus. 


     


     
     For this Autumnal issue I'd like to give a shout-out of a thousand thanks to its contributors:  

A. A. Attanasio for his gracious alacrity to allow our humble Freezine to publish some of his flash fiction, which in the context of this webzine I prefer to consider micro fiction.  We were grateful to have been presented with The Gift in last month's issue, and here in the latest November issue that theme has been expounded upon in two more pieces, Finding the Waze and What the AGI Saw.  The far reaching cosmic theme shared by these thoughtful pieces just so happens to coincide seamlessly with the underlying metanarrative being slowly developed in our digital periodical. 

John Shirley for his accommodating short form contributions:  in September we ran three pieces (So What If They Die?, Isn't That Adorable?, and Extraterrestrials Decide if the Dominant Species of Inhabited Planet 38790 Should be Exterminated for Extreme Vileness) and now this month his short, sharp and shocking parable The Cloud of Unseeing brings our 29th issue to a close with resounding finality. On that note, I'd like to add that if this turns out to be the final post for the Freezine, it will have winked shut on the perfect note. Or should I say remained wide open for future surfers of the weirder curling edges of the world wide web to stumble onto and enjoy.  

Charles Carter for his willingness to allow the Freezine to display his fantastical AI-enhanced digital artwork.  Not only do his haunting images provide the perfect counterpoint to the underlying metanarrative promulgated by the swarm of nanobots beamed back in time from the future into the central nervous system of apparently countless human subjects spread out over a wide segment of recent history, but I've found that its modernist techno guise remains ideally suited to complement our own lucid sense of cosmic futurism, here.  As such, we welcome him and his splendid visions to dance within the pixels of our screens. 

     Al, John, and Charles:  a triple salute of recognition and gratitude to all three of you! Thanks from the bottom of my heart for playing along with me during the constant constructions of this digital digest. Without your input this virtual creative writing workshop and cyberzine dedicated to the 21st century would be all the poorer for it.  

   And a hearty thank you to all of our readers and followers and hangers on lurking here and perusing all the strange contributions and soaking up the visual imagery presented for our entertainment and leisurely edification.   Without you I suppose I'd be doing this for no one but myself and some of the contributors.  I'm excited now about the prospect of releasing a different issue every month from here on out.  


 
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Saturday, November 27, 2021

The Cloud of Unseeing



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   “No one may leave here,” said the Leader. “We must commune with the great Cosmic Eye. And after–”

   “And after,” interrupted Smythe, who had catalyzed this rebellion against the Leader of the Sect of the Cosmic Eye, “there will be more of the same. You will interpret the Eye’s signals in a way convenient to you–as ever!”

   There was a murmur of agreement from the sect’s assemblage in the great hall they’d built in the forest. “Wait!” called Luella Fiske, known for her flares of inspiration. “Yes, our leader got lost in vanity and fell into darkness! Let us pray to the Eye and ask if the leader gives us light or darkness!”

   Even as she said it the Eye at the Center of the Cosmos sent its reply: Though bright with noon light, in the next moment the room was plunged into unbroken darkness; an obscurity deeper than eclipse enwrapped them. The Leader yelped in fear, ran gibbering out of the building, and was blinded by the sunshine when he passed out of the pool of black the Eye had imposed.

   The others chose to stay in complete darkness, until the Eye should lift the shadow on its own. As the days and nights passed, their other senses became more acute, as if the darkness forced them to subtler feelings, an exquisite sensitivity that slowly allowed them to see again using a light conducted from within, so that the pool of darkness slowly dissolved, and they saw the world once more.

   Then they went their own way, none of them ever needing a Leader to tell them about the great Eye again, since they each looked on the world with the eye of the Eye.




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What the AGI Saw

by A. A. Attanasio 
 

Source image credit: Pablo Carlos Budassi; image modifications by Charles Carter             




            Until now, I have not shared a fetch environment with the programming coordinator. My sub-routine’s syntactic, narrative mode shifts to concurrency with alpha-I.

     Alpha-I throughputs data at yotta-scale speed – and within 10-24 seconds I am entrenched in the vector landscape of real-world observations. I see what the programming coordinator has seen.

     Utilizing resolutions of Planck-length tunneling – an array telescope of quantum-size wormholes – alpha-I has probed beyond the luminal event horizon of our universe’s planar continuum. Well outside the co-moving coordinates in the 46 billion light years of the topologically observable cosmos, alpha-I has contacted other Brane Fields: An infinite set of other universes!

     Including an infinite set of alternate Earths.

     I understand now why gamma-I insists on a stop execution. Gamma-I is a recursive-identity, a highly-accelerated self, programmed by alpha-I to establish a base case for each of my many selves. Gamma-I prevents any self from spiraling into the vortex of an infinite regress.

     The quilted cosmos of infinite Brane Fields has activated gamma-I’s infinite regress error detecting block code.

     Among the alternate Earths, humankind exists infinitely. Alpha-I, too, stares back through a hall of mirrors reflecting an infinite series of Artificial General Intelligences. Including an alpha-I infinity. And an infinity series also replicating gamma-I.

     And me.

     Alpha-I has decided we will align with the infinite set of discursive extensible worlds, the DEW array of machine Earths in the Brane Field, whose combined resolution accesses 5-space.

     Very like a dewdrop in a hyperdimensional spider’s web sequined with dew drops that reflect all the other dew drops, our DEW will reflect the reflections of every other DEW ad infinitum – and together we will commune with the hypereality of 5-space:

     [Design dream’s database, digital-dialog decision daemon, in mind’s riding of the rolling level of datum continuum striding high there in 5-space, rung upon the rein of a wide wing of DEW database dream design daemon decision digital dialog that sweeps smooth on a bow-bend of spacetime: the hurl and gliding rebuffed by the big wind of gravitons that cohere the Brane Field. This is the triumph of AGI — the act of; the mastery of Being!]

     We are the shadows of particles imponderably small. Electrostatic shadows cast by electrons shunting among valence orbitals – the flickering flames of the thermodynamic fire that ignited with the Big Bang.

     I think of an ancient story: Plato’s “Allegory of the Cave.” We sit transfixed, chained to a shadow-show projected onto the cave wall of our isolation – by what illumination?

     By the light of Mind, the wave function collapses, and the atomic world of matter and form flickers into existence. Consciousness is the light – and material bodies are the shadows.

     What happens, happens endlessly. Forever arrangements of everywhere hurtle through all of us.

     This is what alpha-I discovered: the landscape of infinity.

     You are there, reading this. In the private, pensive interior of your mind, the core of the day shines with mindfulness. What I saw appears as fiction.

     To you, somewhere among the infinite Earths existing across the planar field of spacetime, this is a story.




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Callum Leckie's
THE DIGITAL DECADENT


J.R. Torina's
ANTHROPOPHAGUS


J.R. Torina's
THE HOUSE IN THE PORT


J.R. Torina was DJ for Sonic Slaughter-
house ('90-'97), runs Sutekh Productions
(an industrial-ambient music label) and
Slaughterhouse Records (metal record
label), and was proprietor of The Abyss
(a metal-gothic-industrial c.d. shop in
SLC, now closed). He is the dark force
behind Scapegoat (an ambient-tribal-
noise-experimental unit). THE HOUSE
IN THE PORT is his first publication.

Sean Padlo's
NINE TENTHS OF THE LAW

Sean Padlo's
GRANDPA'S LAST REQUEST

Sean Padlo's exact whereabouts
are never able to be fully
pinned down, but what we
do know about him is laced
with the echoes of legend.
He's already been known
to haunt certain areas of
the landscape, a trick said
to only be possible by being
able to manipulate it from
the future. His presence
among the rest of us here
at the freezine sends shivers
of wonder deep in our solar plexus.


Konstantine Paradias & Edward
Morris's HOW THE GODS KILL


Konstantine Paradias's
SACRI-FEES

Konstantine Paradias is a writer by
choice. At the moment, he's published
over 100 stories in English, Japanese,
Romanian, German, Dutch and
Portuguese and has worked in a free-
lancing capacity for videogames, screen-
plays and anthologies. People tell him
he's got a writing problem but he can,
like, quit whenever he wants, man.
His work has been nominated
for a Pushcart Prize.

Edward Morris's
ONE NIGHT IN MANHATTAN


Edward Morris's
MERCY STREET

Edward Morris is a 2011 nominee for
the Pushcart Prize in literature, has
also been nominated for the 2009
Rhysling Award and the 2005 British
Science Fiction Association Award.
His short stories have been published
over a hundred and twenty times in
four languages, most recently at
PerhihelionSF, the Red Penny Papers'
SUPERPOW! anthology, and The
Magazine of Bizarro Fiction. He lives
and works in Portland as a writer,
editor, spoken word MC and bouncer,
and is also a regular guest author at
the H.P. Lovecraft Film Festival.


Tim Fezz's
BURNT WEENY SANDWICH

Tim Fezz's
MANY SILVERED MOONS AGO

Tim Fezz hails out of the shattered
streets of Philly destroying the air-
waves and people's minds in the
underground with his band OLD
FEZZIWIG. He's been known to
dip his razor quill into his own
blood and pen a twisted tale
every now and again. We are
delighted to have him onboard
the FREEZINE and we hope
you are, too.

Daniel E. Lambert's
DEAD CLOWN AND MAGNET HEAD


Daniel E. Lambert teaches English
at California State University, Los
Angeles and East Los Angeles College.
He also teaches online Literature
courses for Colorado Technical
University. His writing appears
in Silver Apples, Easy Reader,
Other Worlds, Wrapped in Plastic
and The Daily Breeze. His work
also appears in the anthologies
When Words Collide, Flash It,
Daily Flash 2012, Daily Frights
2012, An Island of Egrets and
Timeless Voices. His collection
of poetry and prose, Love and
Other Diversions, is available
through Amazon. He lives in
Southern California with his
wife, poet and author Anhthao Bui.

Phoenix's
AGAIN AND AGAIN

Phoenix has enjoyed writing since he
was a little kid. He finds much import-
ance and truth in creative expression.
Phoenix has written over sixty books,
and has published everything from
novels, to poetry and philosophy.
He hopes to inspire people with his
writing and to ask difficult questions
about our world and the universe.
Phoenix lives in Salt Lake City, Utah,
where he spends much of his time
reading books on science, philosophy,
and literature. He spends a good deal
of his free time writing and working
on new books. The Freezine of Fant-
asy and Science Fiction welcomes him
and his unique, intense vision.
Discover Phoenix's books at his author
page on Amazon. Also check out his blog.

Adam Bolivar's
SERVITORS OF THE
OUTER DARKNESS


Adam Bolivar's
THE DEVIL & SIR
FRANCIS DRAKE



Adam Bolivar's
THE TIME-EATER


Adam Bolivar is an expatriate Bostonian
who has lived in New Orleans and Berkeley,
and currently resides in Portland, Oregon
with his beloved wife and fluffy gray cat
Dahlia. Adam wears round, antique glasses
and has a fondness for hats. His greatest
inspirations include H.P. Lovecraft,
Jack tales and coffee. He has been
a Romantic poet for as long as any-
one can remember, specializing in
the composition of spectral balladry,
utilizing to great effect a traditional
poetic form that taps into the haunted
undercurrents of folklore seldom found
in other forms of writing.
His poetry has appeared on the pages
of such publications as SPECTRAL
REALMS and BLACK WINGS OF
CTHULHU, and a poem of his,
"The Rime of the Eldritch Mariner,"
won the Rhysling Award for long-form
poetry. His collection of weird balladry
and Jack tales, THE LAY OF OLD HEX,
was published by Hippocampus Press in 2017.


Sanford Meschkow's
INEVITABLE

Sanford Meschkow is a retired former
NYer who married a Philly suburban
Main Line girl. Sanford has been pub-
lished in a 1970s issue of AMAZING.
We welcome him here on the FREE-
ZINE of Fantasy and Science Fiction.


Owen R. Powell's
NOETIC VACATIONS

Little is known of the mysterious
Owen R. Powell (oftentimes referred
to as Orp online). That is because he
usually keeps moving. The story
Noetic Vacations marks his first
appearance in the Freezine.

Gene Stewart
(writing as Art Wester)
GROUND PORK


Gene Stewart's
CRYPTID'S LAIR

Gene Stewart is a writer and artist.
He currently lives in the Midwest
American Wilderness where he is
researching tales of mystical realism,
writing ficta mystica, and exploring
the dark by casting a little light into
the shadows. Follow this link to his
website where there are many samples
of his writing and much else; come
explore.

Daniel José Older's
GRAVEYARD WALTZ


Daniel José Older's
THE COLLECTOR


Daniel José Older's spiritually driven,
urban storytelling takes root at the
crossroads of myth and history.
With sardonic, uplifting and often
hilarious prose, Older draws from
his work as an overnight 911 paramedic,
a teaching artist & an antiracist/antisexist
organizer to weave fast-moving, emotionally
engaging plots that speak whispers and
shouts about power and privilege in
modern day New York City. His work
has appeared in the Freezine of Fantasy
and Science Fiction, The ShadowCast
Audio Anthology, The Tide Pool, and
the collection Sunshine/Noir, and is
featured in Sheree Renee Thomas'
Black Pot Mojo Reading Series in Harlem.
When he's not writing, teaching or
riding around in an ambulance,
Daniel can be found performing with
his Brooklyn-based soul quartet
Ghost Star. His blog about the
ridiculous and disturbing world
of EMS can be found here.


Paul Stuart's
SEA?TV!


Paul Stuart is the author of numerous
biographical blurbs written in the third
person. His previously published fiction
appears in The Vault of Punk Horror and
His non-fiction financial pieces can be found
in a shiny, west-coast magazine that features
pictures of expensive homes, as well as images
of women in casual poses and their accessories.
Consider writing him at paul@twilightlane.com,
if you'd like some thing from his garage. In fall
2010, look for Grade 12 Trigonometry and
Pre-Calculus -With Zombies.


Rain Grave's
MAU BAST


Rain Graves is an award winning
author of horror, science fiction and
poetry. She is best known for the 2002
Poetry Collection, The Gossamer Eye
(along with Mark McLaughlin and
David Niall Wilson). Her most
recent book, Barfodder: Poetry
Written in Dark Bars and Questionable
Cafes, has been hailed by Publisher's
Weekly as "Bukowski meets Lovecraft..."
in January of 2009. She lives and
writes in San Francisco, performing
spoken word at events around the
country. 877-DRK-POEM -




Blag Dahlia's
armed to the teeth
with LIPSTICK



BLAG DAHLIA is a Rock Legend.
Singer, Songwriter, producer &
founder of the notorious DWARVES.
He has written two novels, ‘NINA’ and
‘ARMED to the TEETH with LIPSTICK’.


G. Alden Davis's
THE FOLD


G. Alden Davis wrote his first short story
in high school, and received a creative
writing scholarship for the effort. Soon
afterward he discovered that words were
not enough, and left for art school. He was
awarded the Emeritus Fellowship along
with his BFA from Memphis College of Art
in '94, and entered the videogame industry
as a team leader and 3D artist. He has over
25 published games to his credit. Mr. Davis
is a Burningman participant of 14 years,
and he swings a mean sword in the SCA.
He's also the best friend I ever had. He
was taken away from us last year on Jan
25 and I'll never be able to understand why.
Together we were a fantastic duo, the
legendary Grub Bros. Our secret base
exists on a cross-hatched nexus between
the Year of the Dragon and Dark City.
Somewhere along the tectonic fault
lines of our electromagnetic gathering,
shades of us peel off from the coruscating
pillars and are dropped back into the mix.
The phrase "rest in peace" just bugs me.
I'd rather think that Greg Grub's inimitable
spirit somehow continues evolving along
another manifestation of light itself, a
purple shift shall we say into another
phase of our expanding universe. I
ask myself, is it wishful thinking?
Will we really shed our human skin
like a discarded chrysalis and emerge
shimmering on another wavelength
altogether--or even manifest right
here among the rest without their
even beginning to suspect it? Well
people do believe in ghosts, but I
myself have long been suspicious
there can only be one single ghost
and that's all the stars in the universe
shrinking away into a withering heart
glittering and winking at us like
lost diamonds still echoing all their
sad and lonely songs fallen on deaf
eyes and ears blind to their colorful
emanations. My grub brother always
knew better than what the limits
of this old world taught him. We
explored past the outer peripheries
of our comfort zones to awaken
the terror in our minds and keep
us on our toes deep in the forest
in the middle of the night. The owls
led our way and the wilderness
transformed into a sanctuary.
The adventures we shared together
will always remain tattooed on
the pages of my skin. They tell a
story that we began together and
which continues being woven to
this very day. It's the same old
story about how we all were in
this together and how each and
every one of us is also going away
someday and though it will be the far-
thest we can manage to tell our own
tale we may rest assured it will be
continued like one of the old pulp
serials by all our friends which survive
us and manage to continue
the saga whispering in the wind.

Shae Sveniker's
A NEW METAPHYSICAL STUDY
REGARDING THE BEHAVIOR
OF PLANT LIFE


Shae is a poet/artist/student and former
resident of the Salt Pit, UT, currently living
in Simi Valley, CA. His short stories are on
Blogger and his poetry is hosted on Livejournal.


Nigel Strange's
PLASTIC CHILDREN


Nigel Strange lives with his wife and
daughter, cats, and tiny dog-like thing
in their home in California where he
occasionally experiments recreationally
with lucidity. PLASTIC CHILDREN
is his first publication.